Happy another Birthday to Me :)

As usual , got a surprise at 12 AM from Deep … 🙂

then he enjoyed food at a place called “Say Cheese” in town..

18th Birthday morning, because it was my birthday, i was not suppose to do any work.. so i got up late …  and Deep sacrificing his 1 whole day from work took me to lunch keeping his all imp work pending … and thn we watched this new released movie AVATAR at Imax Wadala… this was again a surprise.. he reminded me our old days .. when we were dating each other .. he useto take me to imax and we spend our weekends at this place.. eating , gaming and watching movies …haha.. thank you Deep 🙂 you made my day ….

oh btw .. Avatar is amazing movie.. must watch..

and then went to “Chokhi Dhani” with Family for dinner … and this place too made my day fun filled … i love this place .. you guys make sure you visit thr once …

oh ya .. Deeps gift …

he bought HIS favorite thing….. a supper cozy quilt for me .. which he loves more then me .. hahahaha ..

and the day ends ….

but .. 19th night .. he makes me sit late till 3 AM gives his half work which he had kept pending because of my birthday… and we both finishes it .. haha …

but it was fun working last night till late … we actually enjoyed it … hahaha…

I dont think i would have been happy with anyone else in my life .. Deep is the best thing ever happened to me … Thank you for the surprises and aalllllllllllll love you give me 🙂 here is something for you ….

Tu he meri hai sari zameen,
Chahe kahi se chalu,
Tujhpe he aake ruku,
Tere bina mai jau jaha,
Koi bhi raah chunu,
Tujhpe he aake ruku,
Tum mile to lamhe tham gaye,
Tum mile to sare gum gaye,
Tum mile to muskurana aagaya,
Tum mile to jadu chagaya,
Tum mile to jeena aagaya,
Tum mile to maine paya hai khuda.

Megha Ganatra

Love is bad.. Deep is bad..

I have realised it now…

Falling in love is a bad thing .. I hate that I am in love with Deep..
I am in London at the moment.. far far away from Deep ..
I  thought I am strong enough to live without him..
but dont know how .. and why.. I feel weak without him.. I miss him like anything.. if I dont talk to him on phone for longer time, I feel something is wrong .. something is parting me from him…
I starte worring about him.. I feel like running back to him to India and hug him tight…and tell him that dont you ever let me go away from you.. no matter what reason …
i keep telling everyone .. dont love anyone somuch that you cant live without him.. and I feel I do what I am saying… but I was wrong .. I am doing the opposite of what I say …

its all about I, Me, and My feelings.. I dont know what he is feeling.. I know he feels the same way .. but I am sure he is missing me much more thn I am..

Sorry for leaving you along baby .. miss you 🙁 .. love you :! .. and i wont do it ever again …

 

Megha Ganatra.